Monday, September 25, 2006
Wad the hell is the problem?What the crap is the problem with you?Cant you juz count it yourself, u need me 2 provide all the answers 4 u?Primary 3...Cant you juz do your addition???Need me 2 count everything 4 u?Feel satisfied now?U got your answer n i got a scolding.Not a bad exchange.Claim that i scream at you everytime u ask a qnCant u juz see dat i'm busy doing smthng else?Cant u wait?!Is there a problem with waiting?Congratulations to you thoughHw, need me 2 check everytime Full marks everytimeGet praised 4 it.Den spare a thought 4 me,hu in this family ever checks mine?N tell me, hu in this family teaches me when i noe nth?NO ONE !It's not lyk i dun want to teach uCant u juz see im busy at de momentCant u juz wait n leave the qn 1stCant u juz skip itCant u try 2 soLve it URSELFI TEACH U I GET SCOLDED 4 NOT TALKING IN THE RIGHT TONE.I DUN TEACH YOU, I GET SCOLDED 4 NOT SPARING A THOUGHT 4 U Den have u ever thought dat i study 4m morning till afternoon while u can sleep till 10 everyday?Look at the hours u sleep everyday.Can u juz let me finish my work 1st?Instead of bothering me.U got all the time in the world...4 hr 45 mins = ____ minutes.isnt it equals to60 X 4 + 45 ?cant u juz count it urself?arent u even more clever den me?its juz a simple calculationu r even more pro den me isnt itden y cant u get de ans urselftold u is 60 x 4 + 45 .isnt it.cant u hear me?hOW MANY TIMES DO I AVE 2 REPEAT IT ?I REPEATED 5 TIMESU SAY U WANT DE ANSCANT U DO DE MATHS URSELFINSTEAD OF WAITING 4 DE ANS EVERYTIMEI HAD ENOUGHAFTER TELLING U HOW 2 DOI GET SCOLDED4 THIS N 4 DATEVERYTHING IS MY FAULT ISNT ITNOW GET THE HELL AWAY 4M MEI HAD ENOUGHDEN TELL ME WAD I AVE 2 DODAT IS RIGHT IN THE WHOLE FAMILY'S EYESSEEMS LYK NTH I DO IS EVER CORRECTMAYBE IM JUZ A MISTAKEISNT DAT WAD U ALL FEELME, EVERYTHING IS MY FAULTNTH IS NOT MY FAULTI HAD ENOUGHHIT ME DENHIT ALL U LYKISNT DAT NORMALBEAT ME LAHGO ALL DE WAYNO ONE IS IN UR WAY
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10:53 PM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
Well, in this post, im gonna dedicate smthng to ZhiJun. This is the song lyrics u had came up with and now, im dedicating it back to you. This song lyrics not only applies to u, zj alone but to eveyone else as well. Hope everyone would like it. All credits go to ZJ for the lyrics...
Believe in me
Anytime you need a friend
Just call on me
No matter when or what
And I will be there always
To light that way of yours
And bring hope into your life
Believe in me
To bring a smile to your face
Friendship is something
You need everyday
I’ll always be there with you
Going through thick and thin
So count on me
And don’t let go
I can feel your pain
That sunshine disappearing
Into the big rain
But remember to hold on
And I will be there
To bring you through
Believe in me
To bring a smile to your face
Friendship is something
You need everyday
I’ll always be there with you
Going through thick and thin
So count on me
And don’t let go
Sometime it seems
That it’s never going to end
But take my hand
And it’s going to be okay
I will bring you right up the rainbow
Where it is sunshine after the rain
Believe in me
And I will always be there
To bring you through the hard times
I will make the grey all go away
And bring the smile back againso believe in me
No matter what or when
I will be there
That's all. Wish you will understand what i'm thinking. No matter what happens, we'll always be your friends n we'll always be there 4 u. Hope everyone else cheer up as well. Dun lose a friend juz becuz of a trivial matter... I'm trying my best to put everything behind me n hope u all will as well...
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10:02 PM
***Saturday, September 16, 2006
有些时候，想想看，
我到底有没有做错？
我问过自己，但是，
始终找不到答案。
大家都累了，
不只是你一个。
我也必须说声对不起，
我也不想要这样。
我也知道，我不是一个很好的朋友，
对此，我再向你说声对不起。
迁就，不是一个简单的事情，
对我来说，更难了，因为，我是个脾气暴躁的人，
不容易忍受事情。
可是，我觉得现在的我，已经算好了，好过以前的我。
如果那天，我没有及时走出教室，我更本不敢想象会发生什么事。
连我自己，也不知道我会做出什么事情来。
你们可能不觉得我我会生气，觉得我不会爆发，
可是，逼到我忍无可忍的话，我不觉得我会静静地站在一边。
我受不了别人责骂我的好朋友，为了一件她们没有做错的事。
要出气，就骂我吧。
我宁愿被骂，也不想别人因我而被骂。
我没有办法忍受。。。
对不起。
我没有办法，
也不知道该怎么办。
也许说我笨吧。
我也不否认。
愚蠢也不一定。
我不清楚到底你们对我要求什么，
我也不清楚我到底应该怎么做，
怎么做才是对的，
怎么做才不会让人觉得不满。
我有很多话想说，
但是始终说不出口，
不是我不想说，
是我觉得说出来了，
好像跟没说没有分别。
毕竟，不说话是最好的方法。
每天笑笑， 开开心心的，有时候只不过是个面具，
但是，今天，我真地玩地很开心，很轻松。
谢谢你们。
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7:50 PM
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What can i say?Nothing much.Seriously i had enough.The least dat can be done is, pls spare a thought 4 others as well.I dun blame u,at least juz let us noe wad is going on...At least let us noe wad is de problem with usAt least let us noe dat u careAt least let us ave a chance 2 noe wad de hell is going on.We noe dat u r tired but, think, r we all not as well?every1 is , is juz dat they choose 2 hide it or show it.Sometimes, let us help.Sometimes, let us share de burden with u.Give us a chance, to help u when u r too stressed or tired.We would be more then willing to help u.N im sure everyone does as well.It's juz dat u choose 2 let us help or not.There's nth we can do if u choose not 2 share the burden with us.Sometimes, pls...At least let us noe wads going thru ur mindWad u r thinking at the moment.Pls ave time 2 urself n cool down.At least ... Pls ...
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7:24 PM
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Friday, September 15, 2006
I apologise ... I'm very sorry. But i dun feel that its entirely my fault. Juz come straight out n tell me wads de problem with me, i would like 2 noe it as well. At least give me a chance to noe wad i ave done wrong.I would feel better this way.I would like 2 noe wad is wrong in my character n does any1 care 2 enlighten me??? I would seriously hope u all would tell me de answer.Please. I wont kill u juz becuz u spoke de truth.Juz say everything u r not happy with.I really would like 2 noe. I noe i avent been a great friend but i tried my best...Wad more can i give?Thus, i apologise 2 everyone...Pls forgive me.I'm sorry... “面对自己内心阴暗面，用正义的力量征服它，战胜它，便能轻易地将幸福握在手中 。。。 。。。” 对不起。
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7:30 PM
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我知道，累了，不是一件容易面对的事情，
可是，
我并不是一个让你们拿来出气的物品 。。。
算我求求你们了，放过我吧 ，
请你们不要再为难我了好吗？
就算是我最后一个请求，拜托你们了。。。
我根本没有惹你们，又管我屁事呢？
我根本没有惹你们， 又怎么赖到我头上呢？
只是问了一个小小的问题，难道我错了吗？
问个问题也不可以吗?
有错吗？
既然是这样的话，我以后不会再问了，那也可能是最好的办法。
难道真的是我错了吗？
至少也让我知道我错在哪里。。。
我承认，我也有错， 所以，我对你们说声对不起， 请你们原谅我。
虽然是这样，可是，你们也没有必要对我大呼小叫吧。。。
对不起，对不起，对不起 。。。
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7:01 PM
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Haizzz, sian larh...
Think 2mr better get ready some ear plugs or something.
Gonna get flamed during CID.
We slack de whole holiday, nv really go n discuss...
Ehehee... XP
Shall get prepared beforehand.
Nvm, dun need 2 worry so much, at least got a partner 2 share de scoldings with... Hehehe, sry tze hui.
Luckily no need 2 worry bout de lang arts speech anymore, done it on tuesday oredi. Think it wad real bad. Nvm, shall 4get it.
Jiayou 2 de rest of de ppl who ave not presented yet.
Oooh, n zhi jun, u noe u can do it, noe wad i mean by that rite...
Gd luck n jiayou :)
U sure can de, muz help me u noe...
U r de only 1 left 2 help us, n maybe got a few more ppl oso larh.
ahahas...
Anyways, all the best 2 everybody n wish me luck.
all the best 2 myself as well... hope i dun need de ear plugs though.
Death wish waiting 4 me in de lab 2mr...XP
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10:00 PM
***Monday, September 11, 2006
Ahhh!!! Freak lah, cant sign in to msn, even windows messenger oso cannot.Very fed up now...How 2 ask ppl 4 help likedat? Nvm, shall try 2 sign in till com hang or smthng.
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9:20 PM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
Ahhhh... Dun ask me , i dunno a thing???I really dunno, so u all dun ask me le... Pls pls, dun come looking 4 me 4 answers...Argh, i say dunno is dunno, dun keep probing me...Haizz... 4get it
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2:32 PM
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This is so freaking sian... Last day of holidays liao, haizzzRacking my brains 4 de stupid speechArghhh, hate it larh.Still thinking of what 2 say Stuoid stupid stupidAiya nvm liao, do what i canWill fail no matter wad, so juz do ...
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2:16 PM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
Not knowing will 4ever be better then knowing ...No trouble thenNothing at all No worries that ppl will try 2 ask uNv knowing will be a great thingIf had a choice, Knowing nothing would be bestAs there will be nothing 2 be afraid ofN nobody will be upset over anythingTherefore...I'm sorry... I offer my apologies ................
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8:21 PM
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
Had a great day ytd.Play all the way from noon till night.So shuang... =)The bbq was totally fun, playing, charcoal, swimming n all...Hope everyone had a fun time cuz it totally rox being at wan ting's condo there.Noon, we had lunch at Lot 1, then went to the arcade AGAIN...Lols, always say dun want to play, want to save $$ but in the end always play till almost broke... XPThen the guys so slow... wait 4 them until fed upso went 2 de arcade 2 escort them down cuz mel n desmond were oredi waiting at west mall... Then went to shop n save 2 buy the rest of the stuff, lucky not very ex..Finally went to wan ting's hseAt first Hui Ling dun wanna go ... but in the end she still went n hopefully she didnt regret going.Well... We played n played at the bbq pit there...N sry 2 the ppl hu were busy bbqing while some of us kept playing.Sry 4 not helping.But looks lyk they had fun even though busy...Hehehe1 very very minor accident happened which was totally not zhengyang's or any1's fault but seriously pity zy cuz he had 2 pay $25 for something he nv did. Hate that freako guy in red lahTalk also talk in those sarcarstic tone...Want so much $$ for a cheapo looking pair of ugly specs??Wait long long bah.Crazy guy...At least he didnt dare 2 say anything else or wan ting would not be living there anymore... Hahahas...Then we will not ave another chance 2 go her hse again. :)We play with water but got scolded by the security guard ...Hahahas... It's normal 2 us liao.Conclusion: it was very fun... LoLsSo sian today lor...At home nth 2 do, stare at de com screen all day ...Luckily afternoon got go out 4 a whileWent to Bukit Panjang Plaza.Zhengyang oso there since his cca juz ended.Supposedly 2 ave lunch/dinner (since oredi evening) cuz i very hungry but in the end the person who had oredi eaten ate more than me...HahahaI only drink 1 cup of drink 4m sweet talk but zy ate another box of nasi lemak... Not bad...Hehehe, no offense hor.Then got peformance at de playground there.Ppl 4m NUH performing skit, which is educational...Dunno wad NUH stands 4... Except the H , which stands 4 hospital.Maybe National University of Hospital? cant be... Sounds weirdNvm... They perform then got singing here n there.The song is a bit weird lahh..Shall not mention, btu its funny.Got time ask zy sing... HehheheThink he wont, since the lyrics r a little...Nvm...Anyways going out was nice, not lyk staying at home, nth 2 doWent to sit on the swing although it was drizzling...But it was nice, though lyk a bit childish since de playground rules says only children of ages 3 to 12...Heck lah. Now staring at the com again... Wad is there 2 do???
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8:08 PM
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
WooHoo... Had fun 2dae.Were supposed 2 be doing homework n discussing 4 the speech but in the end only did 3/4 of the chem ws n den sat at macdonalds n chatted n ate.in de end 2 o'clock we walked around n shopped 4 a pencil case 4 wan ting while gary , lian bing n yan tong went 2 de arcade.At 1st thinking no $$, dun wanna go inside de arcade de, but in de end still went in...See LB n gary play daytona till very fun den in de end we cracked...ZhiJun ask whether we wanna play not, 1 game only, so we did n played 1 game of daytona.Later we see street basketball very appealing den cannot stand it anymore, so topped up Gary de tapz card n played 1 game of it (at 1st)Our 1 game turned out 2 be many games later...Hehehe, still say wanna save $$.But nvm, we had fun n was worth it.i think i incurred a loss instead...After games of arcade n street basketball, we finally escaped 4m there... at last.Went to my aunt's hse 2 get de basketball, den de cc got a lot of ppl so zj suggested going 2 de LRT de court there. We , as in 4 ppl only, played dunno wad game lah, is a mixture of basketball n netball n captain's ball, etc... wadeva lah, oso dunno wad u can call dat game. De game was uh... how do u describe, maybe u can call it violent?But no matter wad, it was fun lar. =)Yet... nv wear black if playing outdoors in de afternoon. Hahahs... Zhenyyang de clothing very "appropriate", rite?Gary oso. Like it juz rained n he went out n got himself wet...Zhi Jun at least still ok hor, not very wet.Ur shoes r hard btw (jkjk)... XP n Zy de specs very lasting, not bad.After dat got some kids came n played soccer on de court we were using. The ball hit us again n again... Fed up. Luckily they went off later. Then we played a game called"PIG". Great game. We switched to "GARY" after it was over. In the end play till bout 7.20pm then we stopped.Walked them 2 de bus stop where zj took 67 n gary took 188... de 188 so slow.wait so long... after dat zy very lame, walked back 2 de LRT station again. Haizz... So tired after everything, but it was fun !!! =)
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8:24 PM
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Friday, September 01, 2006
Went to cut my hair with zhi jun today.Seems like there not much difference too.N i paid $13 for it... Zhi jun's hair oso lyk not much difference but ok lah.Hahaha... Wanna laugh when i think of zhi jun's expression when the person cut her hair. =P The person was lyk snipping away n zj was looking quite horrified cuz the person lyk nv really care how much hair she was cutting, just cut n cut... Heeehhee. But overall, quite nice lah. Think so...Went to Tiong Bahru Plaza after dat.At first wanted to get Chiou Yih a birthday present but dunno wad to buy so in de endonly got her something small, shall not mention 1st... But i shall get her smthng else later on. Ate burger king... Then went home, 961 so crowded but managed to squeeze in.And now, feeling so sian, cuz nth 2 do at home, think will be going out again 2mr, stay at home got nth 2 do... =)
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8:49 PM
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