What should i do?
What should i choose?
What in the world am i going 2 do?
Who can tell me?
Or even advise me?
It's no use trying 2 ask tcrs
i ave tried dat
but to no avail
So wad should i do?
What 2 choose?
How?
I know wad i want
But the thing is
I dun think i can even ave a chance 2 ave wad i want
How i wish i could ask ...
How i wish i could ...
But i know
i never could.
n i never can.
Confused
不知所措
应该怎么办
Making decisions
is such a difficult task
i ave nv been gd at making decisions
but now
ITS IMPORTANT
de importance of this decision is pressuring me down
the nearer de deadline
the more confused i'll be
i cant make up my mind
decide 4 myself
decide wad i really want
decide wad will nv make me regret
decide wad wont make me unhappy
decide wad i like
decide wad i truly feel is gd 4 me
decide wad can satisfy my parents' nagging
DECIDE
wad a horrible word
suffer de consequences of ur decision
dats wad i dun want to
i
hopefully
can
nv regret
my
DECISION.
"choose wad u like"
a common phrase
even myself ave said it
but
4 me
theres nv "choose wad u like"
y?
cuz i could nv ave it
wad i like is beyond my reach
so far far away
BUT
dat is wad i like
so how?
i ave absolutely no idea wad 2 do
n de deadline is coming closer
a step closer everytime a min passes
a step closer 2 not regretting my decision
a step closer 2 wad i want
a step closer 2 wad i dun want
is dat it?
i really dunno wad 2 do
scared
fear
confused
regrets
unhappiness
i fear 4 wad i choose,
dats all.
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6:58 PM
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