these few days have been quite okay, all the way until tuesday, when we got back our test papers for math paper one, physics mcq &history. i had thought that i would do very very badly for math paper one &done okay for history at the very least.

but, maybe i'm just plain stupid or something. maths i did relatively well (for my standards tht is) but physics being something that i know i wont do well, but not to that extent &my history, was a total and utter disappointment.

i failed my history.

it came as something of which i wont ever forget, &i seriously now start to doubt my own history skills. maybe i dont even have any to begin with, &i was just tyco for the past year &4 months.

but no matter what, i still feel very happy that our class got 13 distinctions and almost everyone did quite well. at least that is something to be happy about. cheers for 4H! (:

today we got back another few more papers &i didnt do as well for the subjects that i have been pinning all my hope on. but whatever the case is, i still think that i should stop slacking &start working really really hard. &in that case mr lim sc wont continue to think that its because i sit with him then my results drop lol. anyways its my own fault, not anyone's cuz it just means that i am not working hard enough.

on to other things:
today de "eat with your class day" was quite interesting, hahas. we ate chocs, chips, fruits etc. mr tan bought pizza for us! :D its nice & after that we watched eldds de performance. i think its quite good. after that we were dismissed &so went to jec with kristie, chingxin, xinyu &lihui to drink sweettalk &talk bout some random stuff at the 2nd level of jec. was quite interesting & we took neoprints too. chatted abit more, after that we went home.

random pic taken on the bus at the front seat on the 2nd deck!

&now, back to the topic at hand, although hard work might not be equals to results, we have decided to continue to work harder &put in more effort. hopefully the next 50% would be better &i would not disappoint myself nor others again.



oh yeah before i forget, a big thank you to friends who cheered me up immensely. thanks for bearing with me &for that, i'm very sorry to have been such a horrible friend.

thanks for the all the encouragement & like what i have been told, i have to buck up! (: of which i agree. no matter what, thanks for all the advice, encouragement &patience. i really appreciate it. &dont worry if you have better grades than me lols (which i think thats almost everyone), its a good thing &something that is worth being happy about (:

&i shall stop looking down &suaning myself like what i have been advised to, &i shall follow that piece of advice :D





i'm such a disappointment really. but i'll work even harder &i'm determined to do it this time round. jiayous to myself &everyone else who aint really happy with their results :]

to remember or to forget...; 8:20 PM

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