just suddenly feeling random.
i wanna say that i really love my dad! (: although he seems to be bushuang when i always ask him to send me to school on the days i wake up late (which is almost everyday ><), my mum told me that when i went off to school on my own today, my dad asked her why i never wait for him to send me instead. &he even bought a mp3/mp4 player for me even though i didnt ask him for one. feel so bad bout it D: cuz we're like not rich or anything ): haix sian, what a bad person i am, results also not good enough to show him, intelligence level freaking low and stuffs...
&another thing.
my sister and brother are like not even putting in effort to study -.- that might not be a big deal for my brother but my sister, PSLE this year and i wonder how she's going to work her way through it with her current way of studying. to watch more anime, read more storybooks and not revising D:
okays anyways although im not in much of a position to say anything cuz im a slacker, i really wish that she would be able to do better than me &at least let my parents feel proud of her for achieving something that i could not achieve.
ahha i really think my sis should go to xinyu's house for a day and watch what her sis does ba, maybe she MIGHT feel more motivated to study -.- not that im comparing my sis with her sis but i really wish that my sis would be able to do well &have more choices in what sch she wants to go i suppose.
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ok on to other stuffs, today is FRIDAY :D (this colour kinda reminds me of the chem prac we had today)
finally everything is over &although i know that i really flunked everything and i really mean flunk, i still feel relieved D: though when the time comes to face the consequences would be sad.
&i must relly try to save money alr, im spending too much ): CUT DOWN CUT DOWN CUT DOWN! D: i can do it and i will do it! LOL i sound ridiculous, but whatever.
special note: HEY XINYU, would chicken rice or the noodles with the free toppings be better? hehe xD
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